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2012-01-25T15:27:00.001+08:00

Edited my blog here and there. Notice the new pictures on the sidebar and the new archives menu? :D Making a html basecode success makes me happy. Was going to change the blogskin but failed. Something went wrong. This skin is nice enough by the way.

There are those little things in life that can make you smile the whole day. I'm trying to do that now.
Try reading this guy's tweets to help: https://twitter.com/#!/thatsmallmoment

Now I'm browsing through my old posts since I've changed to a easier-to-use archive menu. Some posts are plain stupid :/

THANKYOUFORCARINGLASTNIGHT youknowwhatimtalkingabout :)

I always have a thing for those... sentimental? vintage? pictures around tumblr.

Nice I'm back to spazzing David Choi like I did two years ago. His songs are simple and meaningful. :)

No one else would ever do

I've got a stubborn heart for you
Call me crazy but it's true
I love you
I didn't think that it would be you who made it clear to me
You're all I need

Photo post.

2012-01-25T00:26:00.003+08:00

Heyyh ya!~ I'm lazy and just because I can, I'm just going to post pictures from Penang + first day of CNY! Ciaos.

*CLICK READ MORE TO SEE BTW*

Bringing a hamster shopping LOL

Stealth mode hamster!

It's not mine. My brother's 'hamster-sitting' it for his friend who's gone back to Sarawak.

*Acting cute*

It's invisible!

Kek Lok Si .

*ignores*

Guanyin.

Awww~ ?

Some... Prayer ribbons? Wish ribbons.

Halfway constructed.

My hair. Me gusta.

Awesome view from the top!

Damn I love Penang's Char Keoy Teow. ♥

CNY PICS!

The dog is crazy I tell you.

Honey!

Cayson and Jaysen

Got bored sitting around at the temple.

GOH YUWIN!

LOL temple dog scratching it's back.

Breakfast. Misua is a must for CNY morning! In my family anyway. :)

Yummeh ♥

Yugene~

Me and Irene.

CNY goodies! #fat

Nasi lemak for lunch. (And dinner afterwards =.=)

My cousin looks funny...

Smoky temple *teary eyed*

My fav cousin ♥

♥

Irene

Ivy

Camwhore mode on CNY BWAHAHA

This is a tiny portion of my relatives. THAT ARE IN THE HOUSE.

My bro so yeng

Peek-A-Boo!

Memento of ours.

2012-01-24T23:35:00.003+08:00

Yeah (love is pain)dedicated to all my broken hearted people. One’s old flame, just scream my name and I’m so sick of love songs. Yeah hate damn love songs. Memento of ours… Lies!

A late night and rain falling down. I bring you back from my memories. I promised myself I would be fine without you, but I can’t help it. I take in liquor which I don’t even know how to handle trying to fill my empty heart. A day without you is too long. I pray that I may please forget you (that’s a lie).

Without you happiness cannot be found in me. I can’t even shed any tears. I don’t want to live anymore.

Yeah, this is bullshit, it’s pissing me off. I’m going crazy in thoughts of you. I want to see you, but I’m being told that I can’t, that it’s all over (I’ll be right there).

I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I didn’t know, but I know now that I need you. I’m so sorry, but I love you, out of anger. I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing. I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I’m so sorry (I’m so sorry), but I love you (I love you more more). I’m so sorry, but I love you, will you leave and forget me slowly, so I can be in pain?

I dedicated my all into this song for you (other people probably don’t know). By myself, without anyone knowing. (yeah, those words I said were lies). A loner left in the midst of it all. In my pocket is the breakup letter that’s all wrinkled and folded up in my pocket, hey, (and my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are). I’m gonna change, I’ll laugh everything off from now on.

Oh oh oh oh oh, I hope this is all a dream. Oh oh oh oh oh, because I only add up to this much. Drop that babe, I still can’t forget you. No I don’t think I ever will, even ’til the day I die, yeah. Did the scars I gave you heal? I’m sorry because I never got to do anything for you.

One of my favourite songs to play. ♡

Blahk

2012-01-24T23:30:00.001+08:00

Yay another random post! I've gone crazy from days of kiddy screams and fireworks. *BOOMBOOM*

Me and my brother: Ejay & Enice. (E)

Mom's first younger brother's daughters: Irene & Ivy. (I)

Mom's sister's daughthers: Yun Theng (婉廷) & Yun Yew (婉攸). (Wan 婉)

Mom's youngest brother's kids: Yuwin & Yugene. (U)

So together we're....

E, I Wan U!

LOL.

And I'm so sick of love songs.

2012-01-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

*ishk*
Sometimes I feel like deleting my blog and get it over with.

Seems like nobody cares

This is like talking to myself!

Argh I don't even know WTF am I talking about.

Okay. *regains composure*

Wait I forgot what was I going to say. Kbye.

Oh so you've noticed the "Read More" button? Good for you!

IDK why but I never seen to be open of what I feel. When my parents (MOM!) upset me a lot, I can't rant it out to friends the next day. Partially because I've forgotten the details.

Is this a syndrome? I've seen a movie where the girl's brain 'protect' her by erasing all her unhappy memories. LOL

Ohh and if I DO remember, I probably won't tell either 'cuz I'll start crying yada yada and I'll be a total wreck in school. #notgonnahappen

I'm just the idiot that want's to be alone but is afraid of being lonely.

I'm such a faker. IKR?

All the spazzing on twitter? Those are just time-fillers. (Although the love is true!!!)

Random spazzing time!

bigbangby ~Bergie1989

I SO HART THIS SONG!

BIGBANGby ~emyedima

T h a t l o g o.

*tears up*

(Can't wait for their February comeback btw)

See, I fail at acting emo :( Mainly because my brain's 'protecting' me again.

Crushby ~meresoftwilight

Based on the song Crush by the Dave Matthews Band.

I just found an ex-crush's (eniced's term haha) blog. Dude you're freaking older-than-me-and-I'm-not-saying-the-real-age-and-you-can-do-nothing-about-it-blekks so why are you typing in text font? As in short forms?! Blogger doesn't having as freaking character limit dammit you idiot.

(Yes I'm letting out my frustration of forgetting on him. He wouldn't read this anyways.)

look into my eyes, you will see
what you meant to me,
search you hear, search your soul
and when you find me there you'll search no more

Yessh that happens to me around friends all the time.

Did I help you stand up before?

Did my presence make you feel better?

IDK.

I'm sorry but I don't know how to help.

I know that but listening and just being there is the best I can do.

I'm tired of this.

And annoyed by the person you hate.|

All these motivational photos from tumblr (Which I stole from Jo Yee's blog BTW *ngekngekngek* Click the name!) sometimes bore me already. It's too over rated. But that's just my opinion so don't bash me kayyh? (I got the 'kayyh' from him dammit bad habit!)

I think I'm fat.
I think I'm ugly.
I think I'm lonely.
I think I'm useless.
I think I suck.

I'm such a whore for comments, retweets and likes sometimes. I forget the 'true meaning' of blogging. Kay, this will be my private-but-not-so-private-wtf-am-I-talking-about place to rant.

One last thing to rant. My stupid mind... wantsaboyfriendwtfikr?! Hello?! Form four year is definitely NOT a honeymoon year in any way. *tries wrenching out stupid ideas from mind* *sticks to reading fanfics*

RANDOM TITLE IKR?!

Failed emo post :/ Kbye for real. :D

First Day of School

2012-01-23T18:58:00.001+08:00

So here's my Blog On Paper of first day of school!

"First day of school! It's kinda okay, met up with old friends and sadly I didn't laugh my head off.

My class is 4S2 and I'm sitting with Jia Rui! And Jo is behind me! So freaking happy! We're sitting under the fan :) And doesn't the "S2" look like a heart? Am gonna doodle motifs tomorrow. *ngekngekngek*

Kinda sad that most people 3E are in other classes, even Jia Ling's away in 4AK (class for accounting). I'll miss your loud voice, Jia Ling. And your Hyun Bin is still with me! (Her "Secret Garden" DVDs)

My new shoes are really loose. Makes walking hard! I tied the laces so tight that they're cutting into me but my heels are still dropping out. :( Blame my weird feet. They flare out at the front part but my heels are smaller. (so my feet are triangular shaped?)

The teacher took a lot of time to sort us into streams and classes we wanted. Perhimpunan took nearly 2 hours! But we left before the sun reached our place. X)
Thankgoodnessmyclassisntatfourthflooranymore!!!

I got Pn. Lee for Add Maths and Modern Maths. Yey she's a great teacher from what I've heard. She taught add maths on the first day of school. And my brain was still rusty but luckily JR taught me some.

And my PK Koko for English!!! Luckily it's her than my PK HEM Pn. Daisy though. PK HEM likes barking at students. *creepy* Pn. Chua's kinda nice~ For now...

[-Minor Dictionary-
PK Koko=Penolong Kanan Ko-Kurrikulum.
Assistant headmaster managing in co-curriculum affairs.

PK HEM=Penolong Kanan Hal Ehwal Murid.
Assistant headmaster managing students, discipline and stuffs. Yes, you pronounce the "HEM" as "ham". It doesn't matter since she looks hammy anyways. X) ]

-after.school-

Last minute sign up for tuition X) I went to class half an hour late. *awkward* But I met up with my old BFF and boy, she sure did change as much as everyone said! Oh my golly wtf happened to this world.

Then text-kacau-ed my (other) old (literally though, he's older than me) friend until am forced by him to sleep. And I can't sleep yet so I'm still writing away here. xD

Conculsion to today? Talked to a LOT of old friends. Yey!

But am already feeling the pressure of form four. Oh how am I going to survive tomorrow...

23.09 4/1/2012"

Lemme tell you something, my brain stops functioning in add maths class and feels sleepy now. #badthing

First Day

2012-01-03T21:13:00.001+08:00

Last amount of spazzing before school starts tomorrow! Then I'll have to wait until Saturday to change the contents of my phone. :/

That, and tying my hair up, is the only downside to school reopening.

I miss my friends!!! But tell you what, I'm going to wake up and have butterflies in my stomach like it's my first time in school tomorrow. Hope I pop out of bed fast since I've been laying in it for 2 hours before actually getting off this holiday.

Am gonna count how many pandas are there in school tomorrow. I bet there'll be plenty.

Then I'll blog on paper everything that happends. *pinky-promise*

Have a great first day tomorrow!!!

Last spazz:

I don't know why but I love this picture too bits. Makes me want to do the same movements as his! LOL

Quote #1

2012-01-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

“What we should really fear is not failure but the heart that is no longer brave enough to take risks and embrace challenges.”

—	Kwon Jiyong

Last day.

2012-01-03T14:29:00.001+08:00

Today's the last day of the holidays! Partially sad and partially happy. I'm always ironic.

So loving my twitter background. Found it on deviantART but the file on my phone disappeared so yeah. Changed my blogskin (finally!) for the new year :D

Tomorrow school's gonna have a huge change.
Firstly, I'm in form four, totally different from form 1, 2, and 3.
Then my juniors from afternoon session if coming up to morning session and don't get me started on the amount of lalas. Urgh.

ZOMG I'M IN 4S2! Not as 'pressurized' as 4S1, and not as 'bad' as 4S3! (Seriously no offence though) IDK. My mom came back from school and she told me that. And Jia Ling is in the same class too! Yay some noise in da class!

#IWILLNOTSCREWUPADDMATHS

The down side is I have to tie up my hair. Urgh. Not to mention computers ONLY on weekends.But never fear! CNY is near! (Three weeks, exactly)Don't get me started on waking up at 6am either. #sleepy

I'm going to enjoy 2012 no matter what so don't stop me!

LOL TO: 2012

So anyone excited for school? :D

2012

2012-01-01T21:31:00.002+08:00

There's a first of everything huh? It's the first day of 2012!

I knew it was midnight because Kelvin texted me at midnight and the fireworks are really hard to ignore. *aissh! ><*

So it's 2012!

Scream!

I so gotta live through Form 4. Never fear for I have my stress relievers *wink wink*

So my Form 3 life's officially over.

NOOOOOOOOOO!

I really enjoyed form 3 life. Well maybe the year started a little rough but by PMR everything was perfect. (Except the fact that PMR ain't over yet that time ;D)

I got tighter friends, new friends, met up with old friends (twice!), have tighter bonds with my family and even got 6-freaking-As!

Anyways to 2012,

(Can't help posting those pictures here, too true to be denied!)

Treat me nice like 2011 kayyh? :D

Stuff-To-Do (Imma check this post again in 2013 ;D)

1. Write write write! I got an account (Not telling what website yet XP) to write now so I have to abuse it.
2. Draw! My deviantART account and hands are disabled from lack of drawing. ( I keep sawing I'll draw but I never keep my promise. :/ Hopefully I'll change in 2012)
3. Diligent erhu practicing. My fingers aren't that nimble already. #badthing
4. Learn cello and upgrade crappy guitar playing skills?
5. Go nolgastic. Replay every old songs I've ever heard.
6. Try something new. Like, really out of my world. Any suggestions?
7. Complete unfinished stories!
8. Try not to screw up in Form 4! All those science and maths... I'm going to faint. I weak in those things but I have no idea how the As in UPSR and PMR came to.
9. Be more tolerant to mom. You know her temper, just let her be and give in to her 'demands'.... I don't want to live in living hell.
10. Get more piano scores! My fingers are greedy :D

Let's see how much I can accomplish in 2012.

RAWR!

You're On

I'm so hyper now.

Happy New Year!

Random ranting

2011-12-31T21:17:00.000+08:00

Yellow~ :)

Finished typing my last post a few hours ago but yeah you know, lazy me.

After that I realised how much I've miss having a bunch of friends being together and just talking crap and laughing our heads off.

I used to think I could survive being alone but now life begs to differ.

I need to talk to someone. If I don't, I'll be all moody and my mouth doesn't even want to open. I guess that's what girls do huh? Talktalktalk. Haha. Not funny at all I know...

Seeing as school's reopening in four-freaking-days, I'm kinda relieved. Back to laughing my head off then. =D

Well probably not like that...

I won't be covering my mouth. I'm not a lady!

Attack of the 6B'ians at Alice's house

2011-12-31T20:40:00.002+08:00

29122011
Our promise of gathering in form 3 came true :) Although about only half came (even Mdm. Heng didn't come! :/ ) it was still fun.

I went with Yu Hong and Calvin since we stayed near to each other. Jiayi, Chui Yee, Jun Yi, Noel and Joyanne was already there.

We sat and chatted in Mui Tien's kitchen (weird location now that I've thought of it...) and boy it was fun when more and more people arrived! (haha?)

The funny thing is we chatted and laughed for one moment and suddenly there'll be an awkward silence. LMAO

chat-chat-chat

Yu Peng became taller, totally didn't recognise him!
Kay In was as black as a Thai and I swear I noticed his eyes became smaller.
Jun Yi became thinner like what I've heard but his face was still big. (?)
Noel, Joyanne, Angeline, Shang Cheong, Tze Jian, Wei Lun, Yu Hong, Yie Jiet, Jing Yi, Xin Rou (duh, I go to the same school with her) and Mei Kei didn't change much from the last time I saw them.
Calvin changed his hairstyle.
Chui Yee, Mui Tien, Jiayi, Chun Chong, Jia Sing and Yoke Sim somehow felt different...

Still it felt great seeing them again! :D

*Shoutout to those absent:
Y U NO COME?! FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUU*

TROLLED.

Then around 8pm we shifted to the living room to watch our video. So freaking embarrasing! We laughed at everything. I felt like crying when Mdm. Heng told us to take Chinese for PMR. Some of them apologised (to the screen LOL) for not getting an A. I felt like I did her proud. :)

After those embarrasing and tear-holding moments we went up to the third floor living room. Let the fun begin. *snickers*

---

Everyone sat around the couch and table and *awkward*... Mui Tien got a pack of cards and decided to play "21点" (no idea what to call it in English LOL). For no reason no one complyed. *awkward*

Then SC took a plastic bottle (randomly from nowhere I have no idea) and spun it. "Let's play truth or dare!" The bottle was a bad spinner so we used Mui Tien's phone.

After a while we got bored because there wasn't much to ask for "truth" and everyone took too long to think of something for "dare". Mui Tien had a brainwave. Dare Or Kiss was born! (Okay... What I typed felt weird to me)

So the "Dare" part was basically the same thing as in " Truth Or Dare", the "Kiss" is that the chosen person spins the bottle (or phone in our case XD) again and kisses the person spun to. The "lucky" (or unlucky? Haha) one chooses a part of their body to be kissed. Well naturally everyone chose "Dare" after that. :D

SC's dare was really funny! He was dared to confess his love to the TV for 2 minutes. SO FREAKING FARNEY!
And the catch was the timer runs only when starts saying mushy stuff. He said some crap in the begining then Jun Yi turned the TV on to let him have more 'feelings'. Sorta.

Guess what came out? "Warlords"! Hahaha! And somemore it was a closeup on Andy Lau and Jet Li's faces. *ROFL* In the end he kissed the screen. #likealousai

It lasted for two/three rounds before we switched again. This time everyone picks a card and the two smallest numbers do something together. HAHAHA I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING OVER WHAT HAPPENED.

Chui Yee and SC had to touch foreheads and look at each others' eyes for five seconds.

Then unfortunate Chui Yee got picked again, this time with Jiayi. They had to sit on the floor, lean on each other backs, link into each others arms and get up together. They succeeded!

We moved locations to downstairs again because Mui Tien's uncle is sleeping.

(I'm not sure of the exact order so sorry)
Noel and SC's turn. Their mission from Tze Jian was that Noel is the man, SC is the girl, say 'I Love You' to each other and pose so that it looks as though they're kissing at an angle. The awkward part is that SC makes a tall girl and Noel a tiny man (SORRY!) So here's the conculsion:

Noel proposing? Huh... I see Mui Tien and Jun Yi in the background.

Noel (again) and Tze Jian. They had to pinch each others' cheeks while looking at each other. (My idea!) Noel complained that Tze Jian's face was freaking oily later.

Tze Jian and Kay In. Gayness to the max! Kay In had to lie on top of Tze Jian. Tze Jian put his arms in front of his chest like a girl. So cute! LOL Kay In was all in for it and pervy like he is.

See Jian's arms?

Lol sorry blurry shot :P Butt shot of Kay In.

Calvin and Yoke Sim did about the same thing as Noel and Tze Jian did.

Yoke Sim got picked again and she yelled in agony. This time with Jia Sing. Nothing happened because... I forgot. Teehee(?)

After that everyone just sat there and they started talking about school and stuff. #weird

I left at midnight and Yu Hong car-pooled with me home.

So I got my RM15 VCDs, met up with old buddies and we all found back our dear kiddy memories.

Love them

[L-R: Xin Rou, Kay In, Jiayi, Calvin, kLCC, SC, Jia Sing, Tze Jian, Yoke Sim, Mei Kei.

Not-In-Pic: Chui Yee, Jing Yi, Joyanne, Angie, Bells, Jun Yi, Wei Lun, Yu Peng, Yie Jiet and ME!]

Great night :)

#likealousai

[JiaSing Ng and Alice Koh!!! Upload the photos quick!!!]

PMR~

2011-12-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hello aliens! (I doubt there are much humans out there reading eniced.blogspot.com) Yah, if you're out there leave a comment if you read this! (Subliminal messaging LOL)

So 22/12 the day form 3s nationwide get their PMR results! Woohoo! (If you ain't Malaysian go google what's PMR yourself. I'm not Wikipedia!)

Owh yeah, results... Mine really surprised myself.

My hunch was 5As. 3 definite As from Bahasa Malaysia, English and Chinese and 2 lucky ones for History and Geography. Kemahiran Hidup was a goner and (Buddha bless!) my Maths and Science might get As.

In reality, I got Bs for Bahasa Malaysia and Geography. And 3 freaking As for English (I'll die if I didn't), Chinese, History and... *drum roll* Maths, Science and KH! WTF?!

I'm really happy I scored an A on History though. Now Pn. Murugama won't have to throw me off the fourth floor! (Joking! She keeps saying Nanti kamu tak ada A saya buang kamu keluar! LOL)
I told her and she's really happy. :D

And if I got a B in Chinese, my mom's gonna hack me to death I think. (Am still joking!) With her being a Chinese teacher (MY chinese teacher somemore...), I kinda put some pressure on myself to score high. LOL

Ahhh... BM... Even my BM teacher was shocked I got a B, my mom said so. <i>Minta maaf Puan Maslinda!</i>

Geography... Meh... Whatever... Was a lil disappointed it turned out to be a B though...

KH! The most unlikely A ever! I barely scrapped a B in my three years on studying it and now I have an A! I'm still slapping myself to see if it's a dream!

Maths and Science. Been pushing myself hard over them cuz I need to go into Science Stream next year.

Disclaimer: The A for science holds no credit to my science teacher. She's been teaching me for two years and I've learned nothing much from her! I didn't even take any complete notes this year! (Wait why am I telling you all this...) Still she's really nice! Just that she sucks at teaching (in English especially) and is a lil racist sometimes.

Boy I had the... Weirdest (?!) Math teacher this year! A lot of time she can't solve the problem on the blackboard and my friends have to go out and solve it for her. LMAO

I don't mean to be racist or anything, but I really hate having Malay teachers teaching me mathematics or science. They always conduct classes in Malay and always pronounce the English terms wrongly. Hate it hate it hate it! At least that's the scenario in my school. *Ishk*

I <3 English! Everyone's gonna kill me if I B'd English.

6A 2B. Its still pretty :D But 8A is the prettiest (DUHHHH!!!)

(Kinda blurry sorry!)

A-Bahasa Inggeris
A-Bahasa Cina
A-Matematik
A-Sains
A-Kemahiran Hidup
A-Sejarah

B-Bahasa Malaysia
B-Geografi

(Yes, I'm just rubbing it in)

Now I'm the 2nd scorer amongst my cousins hah! My eldest cousin got 7/8 As for hers 7 years ago.

My other two cousins, Jaysen and Adrian, got 4As and 6As each. (Dammit Adrian you got the same score as me!
*I don't really know him though LOL*
He's my dad's cousin sister's son so that makes him my...?)

Anyway I'm still proud of myself. I didn't go through any tuition classes in form 3 and I've actually started studying for real AFTER my trials. LMAOROFLLOL *pats own back"

Fine, sorry for all the narcissism in this post. I was just being too happy over my results. Have a nice day!

Note:Am freaking lazy... I don't even want to edit this post... Typed this on the phone on the day I went to Taiping... So I'll type the Taiping and Alor Setar entries later/tomorrow. bear with me! =D)

Introvert

2011-12-06T17:52:00.011+08:00

Feeling kinda emo these days. I feel so empty, like I'm not worth anything, and I fail at everything.

Just read one of Noel's blogposts (Read her, she's awesome) and I can't help feeling the same. (http://darkangel3663.blogspot.com/2011/12/oh-ive-changed-blog-background-again.html)

I crave attention but more importantly, acceptance.

Sometimes it looks like I HAVE friends. But the real true ones are still non-existense. Those people that you would never have an awkrard moment with when you're alone together. Maybe I just want to much. I've been saying "maybe" a lot to myself these days.

I envy people too. I think myself inferior to plenty of people and sometimes I think, "Do they really accept me for me? Or is it because there's no one else at the present?" Some people only approach me for *things*. I'm sad.

Again, MAYBE I'm thinking too much. I've been thinking too much. Holidays always fill up my head with nonsense.

I find santurary (Sorry can't spell it correctly. Tablet doesn't have auto-correction. *Dammit*) in songs. Current favs: 2NE1's "Lonely" and "Ugly". The guitar riffs are just beautiful in "Lonely" and "Ugly" speaks me out. The song isn't about being ugly, it's about wanting acceptance. #justlikeme

Blogging is like talking to myself. Urggghhh.

Does any one even read me? (Ps: Noel, people DO read yours so don't think I'm copying your post. :D)

#Dramaqueen

[CL]
I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

[BOM]
I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

[DARA]
Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?

[MINJI]
I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror

[BOM]
Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies

[CL]
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

[MINJI]
Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you

[BOM]
Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me

[MINJI]
Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies

[CL]
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

[DARA]
All alone
I’m all alone
All alone
I’m all alone

There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side

All alone
I’m all alone
I’m always alone
I’m all alone
I’m always alone

There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me

[CL]
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you
They’ll probably make you hate me forever

[Minzy 민지]
You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well

[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
Source: LYBIO.net

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
[Minzy 민지]
I don’t know
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
I want to find myself now

[Park Bom 박봄]
Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this horrible person I am

[Minzy 민지]
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Source: LYBIO.net

[Park Bom 박봄]
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one
It seems I’ve already been prepared long ago, for our breakup

[Park Bom 박봄]
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I’m confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly

[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this

[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I don’t know
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
I want to find myself now

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this horrible person I am

[Minzy 민지]
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Source: LYBIO.net

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

[Minzy 민지]
Cuz I’m just another girl
This night is lonely, I

[Park Bom 박봄]
Can’t take any more, Good bye
[Park Sandara 박산다라 Dara 다라]
Cuz I’m just another girl
[CL Lee Chae-rin]
I’m so lonely
[Park Bom 박봄]
Even though I’m by your side right now
Baby I’m so lonely

[Minzy 민지]
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

[CL Lee Chae-rin]
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Outtt!

2011-11-30T23:54:00.001+08:00

Going to Penang tomorrow!

Things to Do:

1. Blog on paper.

2. Fangirl all over.

3. Take care of a kid.

*SMILE*

I ♛ BIGBANG

=D

2011-11-24T21:57:00.000+08:00

I'm real tired so:
-Got fever for two days now.
-Went to Sunway and walked nearly everywhere with me two cousikins.
-Bought 3 BB posters.
-Downloaded lotsa piano sheets.
-Yelled at three kids.

=D

omigoshimsohappy

2011-11-20T17:01:00.001+08:00

Family
by ~Mimi-Hiwatari

My cousins have arrived! Woke up early to clear the house and they arrived at 12.45pm. So yeah, I'm gonna be online less 'cuz it's rude to stare at the lappie when you have guests right? *angelic*

=D

Be Happy
by *Alephunky

Be happy while I'm semi-hiatus~ =)

I My Family!!!

Pictures&Captions #1

2011-11-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

Can you believe these two tiny confectionery costs RM3.60 each? So sweet some more... :(

Beach-ing time!

2011-11-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

hello fishby *ftourini

¡Hola beings!~ Long time no type, bloggie. =D I've been sick from last Tuesday night till last Friday. Turns out I've got throat infection which caused me on-off fever. Luckily my cousin were around and I could order them around. Ha! *I need water... Get me blankets... Please??!!*

So I've (partially not fully) recovered on Saturday... I think. Fever left me with no time concept. My dad somehow managed to squeeze five adults, three teenagers and three kids (They didn't need much space anyway.) into the Exora and off we went to.. Tanjung Sepat!(?)

Not exactly the first place in my mind to go on my first recovered day. When my mum told us we're going there, I'm like omigawdwadthehell! What are we gonna do there? Search for aliens??? (There has been alien sighting reports.) But yeah, I'm a good girl so I went. Anywhere's fun if you're with your loved ones or with someone fun. :)

We went to a neighbour's daughter's wedding lunch first. AWESOME LUNCH!!! But we left early. Not even a glimpse of the bride... :(

Then we arrived at Tj. Sepat 'bout an hour later. We went down the pier and I kept threatening my cousin Yuwin that if his naughty again, I'll throw him into the sea. Ahhhh typical Asians. If this was America their Social Services would charge me for child abuse. *Hardy-Har-Har* XD The bridge's name is "Lover's Bridge". (情人桥） So romantic... But the icky corals on the... "stumpy-stumps-in-water" spoils the mood.

I walked down there once.

Not taken but me. I found it here: http://siauyen.net/2011/05/tanjung-sepat-one-day-trip/

I like this pic! Credit: http://www.myweyoflife.com/2011/02/day-trip-to-tanjung-sepat-malaysia.html

Also bought some maltose candy lollipops (A.K.A 麦芽糖!) You're a sissy if you've never ate it before!!! But sadly the candy wasn't sticky enough so it's no fun. * Disappointment*

"SOMEONE" was hungry so we went to have some awesome buns. Or "bao" as we Chinese called. *LOL*

After that we drove to the beach. My dear silly cousin Yoru went into the sea. WEARING A WHITE SHIRT. AND A PURPLE BRA. #awkward (FYI, she's fourteen.) So throughout playing she stayed semi-submerged in the water. *AHAHAHAHA!*

Owh yeah, note to self: check availability + functionality of public bathrooms before going into the sea. Far away PBs, #notcool.

Owkayyyhs; less talky, more piccys!

My dear freaky brother.

Yuwin's forced to take this pic with me momma.

ME GUSTA.

I dragged her shoulder and snapped.

Ignore this.

Yoru and her momma, my aunt.

We look good! I think? (I can count his blackheads when I viewed this through the tablet)

My favourite pic (:

Yoru looks cute! And she IS that short. Or I AM that tall. Whichever way works.

I dragged her again. #crazy

I LEIK.

SMEXAY!

They bring me joy and horror. Yugene & Yuwin.

She's really tiny for a three-year-old. At least that's what my dad says. But then again he says that I am SHORT. So... ?

Gahhhh she's cute.

I have muddy sandy hands.

She likes sticking to my brother.

Lol sho cute!

Me Ma and Me Grandmama.

My aunt actually looks great here. (I'm so bad ngekngekngek)

My grandmother told me that those sister/her daughters/my mom and my aunt are so annoying because they keep asking her to pose for those photos above. LOL!!!

Muah Aunt!

I SO FREAKING LOVE HER!

Ejay trying to build a moat-surrounded castle.

The three kids.

He IS wearing pants. Underpants that is. :D

Me no like me thighs. ):

Moat building in action!

See Yoru? White and wet. #nosebleed

This is a nice shot.

Yes, he always has that dopey look. XD

gene wants to be in the water and she keeps asking me to carry her. Princessy.

SMEXY

Urrrrghhh

What was I doing?!

They ARE wearing pants. Trust me!

Lol Gene sho cute.

Can I pinch him? Hard?

Me heart them. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

sunwaySUNWAY!

2011-11-18T12:14:00.000+08:00

Can't wait to go Sunway Pyramid with Yoru next week. Hopefully we'll get there successfully... I'm gonna bring her to see everything anime and manga! But then my mom says "on one condition", we have to buy new clothes. Fine...

Can't wait.

You Are The Apple of My Eye .那些年，我們一起追的女孩

2011-11-18T11:37:00.003+08:00

Yesssssshhh! Finally found the book I've been looking for half-a-year! I'm so happy!!! And I costs RM17.90 after a 20% discount! (Original: Rm22.00)

Owh, Popular @ Jusco Taman Equine, I'm so sorry I said that you have nothing good in you.

Initial cover. 那些年，我們一起追的女孩 :)

Love the writing.

Cover in a "cover"?

The book cover is actually a...

POSTER! omi-gawd-im-so-happie.

Michelle Chen is prettay!

I really want to watch the movie. But I won't watch it in cinemas 'cause it's been cut here and there. (Damnyoufarkingfilmcensorshipboardofmalaysia)

青春是一場大雨。即使感冒了，還盼望回頭再淋它一次。

柯騰的一群好友，為了共同喜歡的沈佳宜，不約而同從精誠中學國中部直升到高中部，繼續未完的戀愛戰鬥。

某天柯騰因過度惡作劇被導師處罰，坐到好學生沈佳宜前面，由她代為監視。起先兩人彼此抗拒，但柯騰漸漸喜歡上逼他用功讀書的沈佳宜，沈佳宜也受到柯騰帶來的迥異價值觀深深地衝擊，柯騰展開了追求，沈佳宜則猶豫不決。

高中畢業後，原本快要在一起的柯騰與沈佳宜，卻因為柯騰舉辦的自由格鬥賽大吵一架，遺憾未能成為戀人。

看著一起追過多年的女孩步入禮堂，成了別人的新娘子，每個男孩都得到了各自的成長，也繼續追尋各自的幸福。

Adolescence is like a heavy rain. Even though you catch a cold from it, you still look forward to experiencing it once again.

Ko-Teng has several close friends who had a crush on Shen Chia-Yi. Those friends of Ko's thus moved in unison from Ching Cheng’s junior high school straight into the senior high school division in pursuit of her.

Naughty in nature, Ko was ordered by their homeroom teacher to sit in front of honor student Shen for her to keep close tabs on him. The two hadn't hit it off at first but Ko gradually fell for Shen, who was always pressuring him to study hard. On the other hand, Shen became impressed by the contrasting values Ko represented. Ko started pursuing Shen but Shen remained hesitant.

After graduation from senior high, Ko and Shen almost became a couple but the deal was spoilt by a dukeout competition organized by Ko.

Growing up together to witness their beloved Shen walking down the aisle to become someone else’s wife, these boys have learned their coming-of-age lessons and continue to pursue each’s happiness.

lawlsosweet :)

Here's a link to my previous post on it. http://eniced.blogspot.com/2011/06/blog-post.html
Proof's that I've been looking for it for half a year. :D

See the censorship in other countries!!

台灣：輔導級（未滿12歲之兒童不得觀賞）。^[14]
香港：IIB（不適合青少年及兒童，強烈建議家長給予指導，但無年齡限制）
馬來西亞：18（18歲以下禁止觀看）
新加坡：NC-16（16歲以下禁止觀看）

*GAKKT* We suck.

What they wrote on chinese Wikipedia:

馬來西亞

在馬來西亞，由於當地政府認為《那些年》並不符合未成年的人觀看，所以把《那些年》列為限制級電影，並且規定超過18歲的方能進電影院收看。此舉驚動了各方，唯獨目前無人對此作出上訴。對此，社會各階層人士有了不同的見解。大多數的人都對此感到非常憤怒，更有網友在官方面子書粉絲專頁怒罵大馬電檢局。值得一提的是，這部電影雖然被評級為18，但是仍有小部分的畫面已被刪減。

=( llaaaaaammme

Saranghae... Not!

2011-11-16T23:12:00.003+08:00

Okay, every one (Well, every ADULTS say anyway...) says "Don't date now, you're too young!"
Even my mom tells me too date when I'm out of secondary school.
Okay mom, I promise.

It'll take away a lot of time anyway and form 4 isn't exactly the "honeymoon month", okay? Plus I have editor's work, yadayadablahblah HATE IT! *GACKT!*

Haha!

Any feelings for the opposite sex (Not way with the same, I'm heterosexual) will be diverted to fangirldom. Which means idolizing-people-who-literally-doesn't-know-your-existence.

C . E . L . E . B . R . I . T . I . E . S .

Well it IS easier. You don't have to make time for them, to accompany them 24/7, you can rant every out in front of their picture, you can hear their voices any time you like and you could always walk away without any regret or despair. Best of all, they won't dump you.

(I sound like I've had someone before huh? Weird... Ah just ignore my brain./)

More randies (New term for "random" on my blog. I'm tired of seeing "random" everywhere. Gonna improvise it) tomorrow. :)

blllaaaaahhhh

2011-11-15T12:02:00.000+08:00

*YIKES* 2012 gonna be here!

The world is ending! Well, my PMR format exam world is, at least.

And next year all those lalas from form 2 (afternoon session) is gonna come up to morning session!

Argggghhhhh... They really scare me. My form is angelic (kinda?) in comparism. They've begun dating since form 1! And they keep changing boy/girlfriends! (I sound outdated/old fashioned...)

...

Well they're not my problem so I should probably ignore there. * meditate*

So I'm pretty a sack of cement now days. Even looking for some pictures to post is tedious. *aigoo...*

BTW, go google search some images. Type "shocked". It's kinda funny!

I posted them just because I can. :)

Blank State Of Mind

2011-11-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

This is my first time online using the laptop since Thursday night. *GAKCT* Even though it's just a few days yet it feels like a week already. I'm getting too attached. *NOOO!!!*

Just finished watching "He's Beautiful"/"You're Beautiful". I borrowed it from Esther (Thanks!!!) 6 freaking DVDs! Took me from Thursday till now to finish it. Maybe that's why I'm lazy to go on laptop.#

Anyways I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really want to watch this movie!

TINTIN!

Dang I need to buy more comics. Just bought "The Black Island" on Saturday at Amcorp Mall. RM29.90 discounted to RM14.90! It made me so happy. :)

It's actually the first time I've read a Tintin book without Captain Haddock in it. It makes the story kinda bland since the main comic relief is Snowy. Billions of bilious blue blistering barnacles! Aww I love his outlandish swearing. =D

Okay so now I'm lazy and distracted after: reading Xiaxue's blog, annoying Yoru, chatting with Flora and Wiki-ing Tintin. So after rearranging my phone files I'm off to watch Jackie Chan's "Drunken Master" on TV3. (damn hate those lengthy commercials) Bye!

(So proud of not saving this as a draft post!!! XD Gonna type my KL trip someday tomorrow.)

Picture of the day #55

2011-11-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

Self-Made. :)

Picture of the day #54

2011-11-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

Picture of the day #53

2011-11-08T21:18:00.003+08:00

Picture of the day #52

2011-11-08T21:17:00.002+08:00

2 Days No Nights (2DXN) Trip To KL!

2011-11-08T15:48:00.000+08:00

I'm going on a form trip (?) to KL tomorrow. Why is it called a form trip? Because it's opened to the form 3s! (Duhhhhh!) I heard that there are 200 or 400 kids going. (I'm bad with numbers. But good in dates! LOL) 5 buses in fact. I's partly sponsored by the school's counselling unit so students have to pay RM20 only. Jackpot! :)

We're going to the National Science Centre, KLCC Petroscience Centre, National Planetarium, National Museum and MSU.

Gackt I've been every place mentioned above 'cept MSU. Bwahaha. I'm just going along to be with my friends and it's just 20 bucks! Best deal ever!

I thought of posting tomorrow's schedule but I'd better not in case some weirdo stalks our group. (Not me of course DUHH)

Gaaahhh... Who to sit with in the bus?

Random pictures:

Let's do some calculations.
Last time I went to:
a) Petrosains: When I'm 6 years old
b) Planetarium: Form 1
c) PSN: 4 years old I think
d) Muzium: Uhmmm... Standard 5?
e) MSU: I've never been there.

So I'm going to refresh my mind? Now that's a thought...

Pigaboo!

2011-11-08T14:06:00.000+08:00

*Peek-A-Boo!* Wait no, scratch that. It's PIGABOO!

Well it's something weird Shana (I think?) though up of for our group. And I'm the last one to change my name of Facebook. Hell I know it's quirky and all but I hope my cousins wouldn't make fun of it. They are soooo in love of making fun of me. *poorme*

And I think I'm addicted to using the exclamation mark these days... Whee! (See?)

So the form 3s are supposed to go... somewhere? The teacher didn't announce it during assembly. So we went to sit at the Bilik Pengawas but Mithra (Ketua Pengawas!) came in and told us that non-prefects aren't allowed. (And I HAD to wear my green PSS uniform that day. =,=)

So we sat at the canteen. But we saw Ms.S walking towards the canteen so we ran away because she reportedly will halau us back "into class". IKR, what class???

So, (My vocabulary for paragraph-starters-or-whatever-they're-called is limited so I'll be using a lot of SO, THEN, and THEN AGAIN s...) we ran around hiding ourselves from teacher's views. So. Tiring. Am never gonna be a criminal.

Then I remembered I had to get a new form from Pn. Asmakiah so I went away. She then asked me to help her to look at some names for her. She's quite nice actually. :)

Then I went out to wear my shoes (The counselling room requires SHOES OFF), and then, she called me in again. This repeated for three times! I nearly didn't bother to crouch down as I was expecting a fourth time.

After that I went to the second-floor washroom to call Jia Rui. I just couldn't find them any where. Turns out they are at the topmost floor and took out the window glass blades and sneaked in a class. Smartasses.

We sat there for the rest of the day. But then we crawled out to go to the toilet. It's kinda fun, actually. And we stucked ourselves to the walls whenever we heard someone (Possibly a TEACHER?) coming. We just chatted, played our phones, took pictures, sent files.etc Blahblahblah...

At 11am something Jia Rui was sleeping on 4 chairs and Shana made a "bed" for herself. Then *BRAINWAVE!* Flora and Maeyen arranged the chairs and tables so it'll be a big "bed". Whee?

Tadaaa! Photos! It's been a long time since I've posted life photos here I think.

Damn X8 doesn't have focus. :(

That green thing is Jia Rui's ribbon

Shoe Rack.

2011-11-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

Got a new shoe rack! The shoe capacity is enough to make Mr. Kwon Jiyong proud. ><

New Sites

2011-11-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

Here's a new list of piano sheet sites. Have fun! =)

http://josh.agarrado.net/music/anime/index.php?searchterms=kyou%20kara%20maoh

http://kpopsheetmusic.blogspot.com/p/piano.html

http://pianolicious.blogspot.com/2011/09/blog-post_6966.html

http://ichigos.com/

http://my-piano.blogspot.com/

http://freepianosongs.blogspot.com/p/download-page.html

http://checkitonline.wordpress.com/

This days...

2011-11-02T21:28:00.002+08:00

Been lazing in the house these few days. So I've forced myself on my editor's work on 《青苹果》.

(Short intro: 《青苹果》(Or "Green Apple" in English) is basically something like a "magazine". It's under SMK Seksyen 4 Chinese Society.)

Anyways, after so many days of brain hiatus, I feel so stressed just thinking about work. Yet I have no complaints about chores. Now I fully understand why CEOs has higher pay checks than labourers... Because right now I'd rather work my butt off than exercise my grey matter!!!

(But then again, I don't want to become a blond... Literally and figuratively speaking...)

Even writing blog posts aren't (THAT!) brain + nerve wrecking.

T.V. equals BRAIN ROTby ~IamWhoIWasNot

My current scenario.

Gahhh... Stupid holidays.. You're rotting my brain. Guess what? I actually wanna go to school! To study! I must be going out of my mind.

All I do these days are:

Day-dreaming. (The contents are *secret*)
Watching videos.
Downloading songs.
Singing songs.
Reading random articles.
Random rant posting on me2day and twitter.
Random sketching on notebooks. (NEED. NEW. SKETCHBOOK.)
Random song writing. (They all tell nearly the story. NEED. INSPIRATION. AND. EXPERIENCE.)
Random unfinished-story-writing.
Designing my name into typography. (Until now I've turned "ENICE" into a butterfly and "李翊倪" into musical notes)

(Random fact #1: I've typed "random" 7 types in this post.

I need to socialize. Or my name's gonna change to Ms. Otaku.

(Y AR CHU SHO SHLOW INNTERRNET?!

ANN Y U KIP DEESCONNNEKTING?
)

First ever Meme!

2011-10-30T21:41:00.001+08:00

This is my first time ever doing a meme. I'm so glad it was a BIGBANG one! I've uploaded it on DeviantArt. 3 favourites so far! =D Right click and select "Open Image In New Tab" to view original size.

Short attention span FTW

2011-10-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

My blog's been empty these days huh? Actually I wanted to write some posts but I got distracted. Sorry!

(... Wait this is my blog I can do whatever i want...)

Yeah, I just can't sit down for a long time without any entertainment. Even for this post I forced myself to stop:

I] Watching Indiana Jones on TV3
II] Watching this video:

(It was loading too slowly anyways.)
III] Searching random stuffs. (Example: MTV, D-Day, Selca, Astro...)
IV] Watching videos of dorks (~)
V] Tweeting
VI] Reorganizing my files
VII] Downloading videos
VIII] Massaging my very sore left shoulder
XI] Randomly checking my phone for non-existent SMSes

IKR, I'm a multi-tasker. =D

Gahhh I'm bored already. Should I just shut down my blog? Nah, I need it to expand my blog editing HTML editing skills. Plus I can't bear to just throw away 1 year+ of writings. I'm nostalgic.

Bye~ Back to my distractions!!!

Єnιced

:D

Photo post.

Memento of ours.

Blahk

And I'm so sick of love songs.

bigbangby ~Bergie1989

BIGBANGby ~emyedima

Crushby ~meresoftwilight

First Day of School

First Day

Quote #1

Last day.

2012

Random ranting

Attack of the 6B'ians at Alice's house

PMR~

Introvert

Outtt!

=D

*omigoshimsohappy*

Familyby ~Mimi-Hiwatari

Be Happyby *Alephunky

Pictures&Captions #1

Beach-ing time!

hello fishby *ftourini

sunwaySUNWAY!

You Are The Apple of My Eye .那些年，我們一起追的女孩

馬來西亞

Saranghae... Not!

blllaaaaahhhh

Blank State Of Mind

Picture of the day #55

Picture of the day #54

Picture of the day #53

Picture of the day #52

2 Days No Nights (2DXN) Trip To KL!

Pigaboo!

Shoe Rack.

New Sites

This days...

T.V. equals BRAIN ROTby ~IamWhoIWasNot

First ever Meme!

Short attention span FTW

omigoshimsohappy

Family
by ~Mimi-Hiwatari

Be Happy
by *Alephunky